My diary !

Sometimes you know it from the beginning how it is going to end, But when it is the same old story with the same theme and dialogues or rather abuses every year or so, you accept it as well and live with it apparently hoping positive result all the time. And when it actually hits, it hits hard but this time you don't break because you were already broken..your pieces just spread far more than before and it's more hard to bring it together. It's nobody fault but of your own, you allow yourself to feel that pain again. To experience that pain, how much it can go worse, it is same like you throw yourself in an ocean without knowing a 'S' of swimming or hanging yourself.  Every second of it is suffocating, and in that Nano seconds of dying, you only remember is about the good time you shared. You ignore the abuses and thus, without realising what the other person is doing is disrespecting and humiliating you instead you shift your mind into the positive side. Is this wh...

Nobody's life is perfect. It has flaws but it's upto you on which part you want to focus on. The good part about it or on the flaws.  There is always a ray of light even in the darkest night. It's upto you, you want to continue in the dark or follow the ray of light. Loving someone cannot be changed ever, and what binds them together till infinity is the acceptance. Acceptance of each other's flaws, past, bad memories. I think that's love. Because everyone loves the beauty but the love is, who accepts you for a person who you are and that is the purest form of love. Even I loved you for the person you are, ignoring all bad things about you. Ignoring your past, accepted you multiple times. In this process, I never hated the word 'love'or you as a person. I hated myself for trusting my heart everytime and broken them into pieces. You know, in love, nobody can change you but if you revert love , you will mould according to their likes and dislikes automatically...