My diary !

Friends who used to be so close . Those friends who used to share everything about each other ..those friends who had spent a lot of time with each other ... Those little chilly fights , care for each other .., love feeling...everything is being lost somewhere . She was falling for him and he really don't care about her feelings .. She cried almost every day for him that her head and stomach starts paining which made her unconscious . Ironically , she cannot share this with anyone ..no one could ever solve her problem because she created her own problem and the only solution she found is "SEPERATION" , before going into depression .

She was kind , brave and a legend . She lived her life for her family . She was like a bud of rose in the morning and the moon of night . She gave life to me . She was  a warm hearted person who believed God is everywhere .If she would help people God will help her . But how could God be so cruel !!! They din't want her to  be happy . She was in severe pain . Pain which was higher than cutting your body parts alive . Her whole body  was in severe continuously pain. And even docter cannot do anything about it so high dose Morphine was given to her so that she could  sleep peacefully . Its still in mind when she cry and shout in pain . Even after six chemotherapy her smile was beautiful . She was a legend . She was brave and strong .She is my real hero , my strength . I wish I could go back to old times and hug her tightly and never let her go . If still God want her , take me along with her , please !