My diary !

Love is Unplanned meeting. Love is meeting your # partner after so long. Love is when two people think same at one time. Love is forgetting the world around you and to feel for each other. love is holding hands on a ride in chilling December night. Love is kiss on a ride. Love is long tight hug from special person in your life. Love is making love after teasing your partner. Love is intimidate touch on wrong place . Love is an Addiction to your partner and this addiction is real drug !!

She said ," I am a sun , keep distance and feel the warmth .Get closer and get yourself burned !" She is beautiful as sun and with a good soul but what is the reason behind she said it !!! Maybe something has happened with her which changed her perception towards people around the world !

NEVER NEGLECT A WOMAN WHO LOVES YOU..  If a woman loves you from the depths of her heart and soul she will share everything with you. She will shed all her inhibitions for you and openly share her dreams, her passions, her desires, her fantasies and her pain with you. She will give you a special place in her heart and in her life and she won’t let anyone or anything come in between you and her. She will always be over excited, enthusiastic and eager to spend time with you. She will endlessly wait for your phone calls and your text messages and she will leave no stone unturned to show her love for you. She will crave for your attention and she will cherish every moment you spend with her. Sometimes she will be jealous and fight with you for silly things. Sometimes she will throw tantrums and behave like a kid but no matter what she does, she will love you deeply, madly and crazily. But if her love is not reciprocated and she feels neglected, she will be deeply hurt and she will...

Kissing a girl for the first time in her life , means a lot to her ! Kissing a girl on Valentine's day for the first time in her life , means a lot to her ! Kissing a girl on her birthday , means a lot to her! Kissing a girl every time you meet , means a lot to her . And if every time she is letting you to touch her . ..then you truly means a LIFE to her !

Whatever you do from  right to wrong or wrong to right , you should always follow you're instinct !! No matter what other's think about you , if you really wanna do that , just do it !! Sometimes you have to choose between your brain and heart . Don't get confuse just do the damn shit you desperately want !! Don't wait for the right person , just be that right person  !! Don't wait for people to call you a Rock star , just be that ROCKSTAR in your life !! .

I am tired of pretending being strong everytime coz I am breaking into million pieces from inside. My life ..it sucks !  I don't know my purpose of being on the earth . For what I am living for ? For whom I should  live ? If you would tell me.."live for yourself" ..then I am  sorry ..I don't wanna live anymore . I have many people who love me but with whom I expect more they don't even care about me . Life is so ironical .. Sadness lead  you to happiness !! Darkness leads  you to light ! After every dark clouds you have to see morning sky . But this repeats again and again and again !! Why things aren't constant ? Like why don't we stay happy forever ? Like why don't we get our love forever ? Like why don't people live forever? Like why don't we smile forever ? The main reason why things aren't "forever" coz it is destined and a tradition . NATURE CHANGES, THINGS CHANGES, PEOPLE CHANGES, LOVERS CHANGES...

You broke me into million pieces last night . I thought you trust me a lot but you don't . I thought you value me the most , above all , but you don't. I mean nothing to you, this is what I realized yesterday. For you I am just like any other girl you found on Facebook . Ohh yeah ..you found me on Fb ! That's the end of the story you'll block me from there and leave one day ..like you do with others !!! But you promised  with me you won't do this but don't you ever promised with other's girls too? You are master in breaking heart of girls ..! I am not SPECIAL to receive your love and care , right? You can leave me for an  another girl . Wow! You can leave me for no reason . You can hurt me for no mistake of mine . You can be rude to me without letting me know the reason . You can come and go anytime without telling me am I really an imp. Part in your life or not?  And you know what ..I'll never ever get answer of these question till my l...

I don't know wht feeling is this , but what I know is I am a stone of sand . I look tough but I could be shatter any time . I can feel everything is against me . I am dying everyday . I really don't care what people thought about me ..all I want is betterment of my family and friends . I am missing them badly right now . I had already loose control on my  tears . Life is getting tougher !!! I miss my mom .She was strong like an angel . I am not as much strong as her.

Friends who used to be so close . Those friends who used to share everything about each other ..those friends who had spent a lot of time with each other ... Those little chilly fights , care for each other .., love feeling...everything is being lost somewhere . She was falling for him and he really don't care about her feelings .. She cried almost every day for him that her head and stomach starts paining which made her unconscious . Ironically , she cannot share this with anyone ..no one could ever solve her problem because she created her own problem and the only solution she found is "SEPERATION" , before going into depression .

She was kind , brave and a legend . She lived her life for her family . She was like a bud of rose in the morning and the moon of night . She gave life to me . She was  a warm hearted person who believed God is everywhere .If she would help people God will help her . But how could God be so cruel !!! They din't want her to  be happy . She was in severe pain . Pain which was higher than cutting your body parts alive . Her whole body  was in severe continuously pain. And even docter cannot do anything about it so high dose Morphine was given to her so that she could  sleep peacefully . Its still in mind when she cry and shout in pain . Even after six chemotherapy her smile was beautiful . She was a legend . She was brave and strong .She is my real hero , my strength . I wish I could go back to old times and hug her tightly and never let her go . If still God want her , take me along with her , please !

Prabhakar is a person I never want to see him crying for anything . He is an amazing brother . He has his own mantra of life to be cool enough in every sort of situation even in worst time ( I don't know how he manage this ). Honey know him pretty well ..he is an extrovert person but little emotional and he always hide his emotions and sorrow. Whenever Honey gets upset she used to call Prabhakar . He had many girlfriends in his past and that's what it makes wonder Honey so many times that why she cannot live his life ..what's the point of being single since childhood and waiting for the right guy . She want her life to be super perfect with all the dreams she used to see . If not now then when ??!!!! Prabhakar is so kind hearted . OK this is too much about his goodwill :D Well , he is a sports person  solid bones . And no matter who the person is in front of him ..if he started fighting with him/her..he will give you a punch !! :D Honey and Prabhakar had fought s...

Harry afraid to tell the world about her best friend, Honey.  The bond they share with each other is no more normal like other normal b esties. They understand each other pretty well. But he afraid to tell the world about Honey . Harry had a bad past which he don't want to remember even .. He don't want to repeat his old mistakes . He don't want any commitments. It's clear that by doing so he actually don't want to loose Honey. Because according to him every relationship has a sad ending and Harry don't want to hurt Honey with a mess...

..And of all the suddoen she started crying  . She had a bad dream . She saw her family screaming on her. She was dying in pain seeking help from someone who can save her life. Everyone from her  father's home was treating her badly  like she is the culprit and she has to die . She saw her Mom ..she asked something from her ..her mom wanted to tell her somthg about her death but her eyes got widely opened. ... And then she started crying ..

She was depressed , alone and broken. She needed a friend to hug her tightly and say "everything is fine ' ! She was lost in her own world . It was  spring season she met a guy. As usual, friendship turned into a strong bond . Both are best friends. She like him and he already known to it . Both of them care about each other but nobody shows!! For him , she is as important as his family .  He loves to irritate her and tease her and make her shout on him. She gets upset so many times but still she starts smiling because she knows "he isn't her boyfriend but he belongs to ...

I am addicted to your voice sweety . From the very first day till now , its like you be my blood and you cannot seperate my blood from my veins !!!! ( You cannot kill me ryt ? :P  ) Its a saying that whom you love the most would hurt you the most ! It's true . You made me cry so many times but I still trust you blindly and I hope that you'll make my day next time :) . Maybe for you I am your best friend , that's it !  Maybe you don't feel the way I do !  But sweety you have captured a secured place in my <3. Love you So much ... I am always with you . :)